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I took my love, And I took it down..
Oct. 19th, 2008 | 12:55 am
location: Bed room <3
mood: 
cold
music: Lenka
I never update this thing sorry...
I'm in my new house.
Junior year is lame.
My grades are amazing...Not sure that'll last.
I haven't been to Trinity in over a month......... :(
I skipped homecoming.
I'm failing AP.
I hang out with Brittany & Tyler daily...Who are now a couple.
That makes me a constant third wheel...And the worst part is.....I'm used to it.
Tiffani has been going through a lot & we don't hang out as much since she's a senior.
Tiff, David and I got locked out of the car a few weeks back...We had to break a window.
Nick came to our rescue thankfully! He's becoming a person I run to, When I'm in need.
I have been seperated from so many people I haven't seen Jen, Chrissy, And Ashley in weeks.
And I haven't talked to Kimberly or any of the girls in an eon.
My class won spirit week.
I'm still pretty uncomfortable just living my life...
I guess I still haven't found what I'm looking for...
Good night..
I'm in my new house.
Junior year is lame.
My grades are amazing...Not sure that'll last.
I haven't been to Trinity in over a month......... :(
I skipped homecoming.
I'm failing AP.
I hang out with Brittany & Tyler daily...Who are now a couple.
That makes me a constant third wheel...And the worst part is.....I'm used to it.
Tiffani has been going through a lot & we don't hang out as much since she's a senior.
Tiff, David and I got locked out of the car a few weeks back...We had to break a window.
Nick came to our rescue thankfully! He's becoming a person I run to, When I'm in need.
I have been seperated from so many people I haven't seen Jen, Chrissy, And Ashley in weeks.
And I haven't talked to Kimberly or any of the girls in an eon.
My class won spirit week.
I'm still pretty uncomfortable just living my life...
I guess I still haven't found what I'm looking for...
Good night..
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Look at the stars and how they shine for you (:
Aug. 27th, 2008 | 11:37 pm
mood: artistic
Reading my recent entries they kinda sad.
But whatever.
Let's see I'm in our new house which is beautiful I might add (:
I'm really happy with it!
My parents did the whole split thing, But they've decided they're better together.
So my dad is coming back home (:
Which is really good because my mom drives me crazy without him.
And the damper in all this...School started yeahhh It sucks.
And I've already begun the to summer countdown.
Brittany and I have been hanging out a lot.
Which is cool actually having a best friend in my grade :)
Trinity is lame and feel so unconnected there now.
It's not even a fun place to connect now, Now I just go because it's routine );
I miss P.Micheal a lot!!
I'm gonna call him tomorrow, I just worried my heart isn't at trinity anymore :(
Well I guess until next month haha!
But whatever.
Let's see I'm in our new house which is beautiful I might add (:
I'm really happy with it!
My parents did the whole split thing, But they've decided they're better together.
So my dad is coming back home (:
Which is really good because my mom drives me crazy without him.
And the damper in all this...School started yeahhh It sucks.
And I've already begun the to summer countdown.
Brittany and I have been hanging out a lot.
Which is cool actually having a best friend in my grade :)
Trinity is lame and feel so unconnected there now.
It's not even a fun place to connect now, Now I just go because it's routine );
I miss P.Micheal a lot!!
I'm gonna call him tomorrow, I just worried my heart isn't at trinity anymore :(
Well I guess until next month haha!
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86.
Jul. 22nd, 2008 | 08:49 pm
mood: discontent
86 Hours summer camp was last week it was really good.
Things are going REALLY fast for me right now & I'd love for them to slow down.
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you.
Things are going REALLY fast for me right now & I'd love for them to slow down.
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you.
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Happy Birthday America (:
Jul. 5th, 2008 | 09:49 pm
I need to start updating more!
Things have been really good latly.....On thurday I skipped summer school and slept in.
Then I went to Red Hot & Boom with Kimbo, We met up with Nick & Tiffani (Tiffanickani) Zac & Adrea.
Then we left early and headed out to Ashley's to watch movies with Kristy & her family where we spent the night.
Then Kimbo dropped me off on her way home and I got home, showerd and got dressed then Tiff and her mom picked me up for the fourth of July bar b q.
Which was a lot of fun.Zac came over quite energetically & we ate and took ictures and just talked I guess.
Adria Zac's girlfriend came over around 10 and hung out, While we played with Tristy who is SUPER adorable.
We burned a picture of her and neil. And watched fireworks which were amazing!
We played with sparklers and just had some good ol' quality time.
Then Nick came and we hung out till about midnight then Nick dropped me off at home & I totally crashed.
Then today I was supposed to go to the beach with everyone, But ended up not because I had to do things with my mom.
I got my hair cut and bought REALLY cute nail polish & I think thats it lol.
Good weekend!
Things have been really good latly.....On thurday I skipped summer school and slept in.
Then I went to Red Hot & Boom with Kimbo, We met up with Nick & Tiffani (Tiffanickani) Zac & Adrea.
Then we left early and headed out to Ashley's to watch movies with Kristy & her family where we spent the night.
Then Kimbo dropped me off on her way home and I got home, showerd and got dressed then Tiff and her mom picked me up for the fourth of July bar b q.
Which was a lot of fun.Zac came over quite energetically & we ate and took ictures and just talked I guess.
Adria Zac's girlfriend came over around 10 and hung out, While we played with Tristy who is SUPER adorable.
We burned a picture of her and neil. And watched fireworks which were amazing!
We played with sparklers and just had some good ol' quality time.
Then Nick came and we hung out till about midnight then Nick dropped me off at home & I totally crashed.
Then today I was supposed to go to the beach with everyone, But ended up not because I had to do things with my mom.
I got my hair cut and bought REALLY cute nail polish & I think thats it lol.
Good weekend!
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a message from tiffani :D
Jul. 1st, 2008 | 11:30 pm
mood: 
ecstatic
music: "you've got so much love in you"<3
dated: july 1, 2008
welp, lemme see here... alyssa is amazing and honestly i dont know where the heck i would be without her!
she is the most amazing bestfriend in the world.. and i know i can constantly count on her and as the same with her to me! she is one in a million and she literally holds the "L"eft side of my brain :D so i pretty much can not possibly function without her! haha but she is amazing, hilarious, and gorgeous. she knows exactly what to say to make my day go from the worst to the best and i thank her so much for that! she encourages me so much, and i thank God for her everyday because she was and is such an amazing blessing at such a needed time. and i dont know what i would do without her! we make the most amazing memories in the world and im glad that we have them to look back on. our friendship grew like a forest fire haha and its still continually growing and burning! were sticking together even after im done high school because she is that amazing :D im always here for her.. and my mom already said we will adopt her if needed, so shes set! but to be honest she is amazing and i will always stick up for this girl so dont ever try to put her down! she is my bestfriend forever so dont even try to come between that because were to thick to break through!! i love her more than anything and id do anything for her!<3
thanks for being you babydoll<3
xoxo
-walda2
welp, lemme see here... alyssa is amazing and honestly i dont know where the heck i would be without her!
she is the most amazing bestfriend in the world.. and i know i can constantly count on her and as the same with her to me! she is one in a million and she literally holds the "L"eft side of my brain :D so i pretty much can not possibly function without her! haha but she is amazing, hilarious, and gorgeous. she knows exactly what to say to make my day go from the worst to the best and i thank her so much for that! she encourages me so much, and i thank God for her everyday because she was and is such an amazing blessing at such a needed time. and i dont know what i would do without her! we make the most amazing memories in the world and im glad that we have them to look back on. our friendship grew like a forest fire haha and its still continually growing and burning! were sticking together even after im done high school because she is that amazing :D im always here for her.. and my mom already said we will adopt her if needed, so shes set! but to be honest she is amazing and i will always stick up for this girl so dont ever try to put her down! she is my bestfriend forever so dont even try to come between that because were to thick to break through!! i love her more than anything and id do anything for her!<3
thanks for being you babydoll<3
xoxo
-walda2
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When it comes, I'll let you know (:
Jun. 28th, 2008 | 07:05 pm
This has been a really reflective week.
I wish I could things have slowed down but they most certaintly have not ):
But the twist is that perfectly fine (:
My father leaves for Alabama on Monday and although I should be devasted about it, I am not.
My mom is looking at a house that I like.
And maybe things will getter better for us now.
I got a "B" in Summer school (:
Isn't that amazing!!
I think so!
On Wednesday we all met over at Kimbo's for a movie and it was really nice.
I can't wait for it to be really summer when I'm done with school (:
I'm really happy right now, totally accepting my families situation.
Knowing that it's all in God's Hands now.
And that hi can't & simply won't let me down.
And on that note, Things are going good.
(:
I wish I could things have slowed down but they most certaintly have not ):
But the twist is that perfectly fine (:
My father leaves for Alabama on Monday and although I should be devasted about it, I am not.
My mom is looking at a house that I like.
And maybe things will getter better for us now.
I got a "B" in Summer school (:
Isn't that amazing!!
I think so!
On Wednesday we all met over at Kimbo's for a movie and it was really nice.
I can't wait for it to be really summer when I'm done with school (:
I'm really happy right now, totally accepting my families situation.
Knowing that it's all in God's Hands now.
And that hi can't & simply won't let me down.
And on that note, Things are going good.
(:
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Jun. 17th, 2008 | 07:19 pm
I'm not so sure what happens now folks.
But it's only been getting worse.
This has surely been one of the worst weeks of my life.
And it's only tuesday.
I'm so scared like you don't even know bro.
But it's only been getting worse.
This has surely been one of the worst weeks of my life.
And it's only tuesday.
I'm so scared like you don't even know bro.
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Week Bro!
Jun. 15th, 2008 | 08:04 pm
Thursday - First day of summer school, It was about the lamest thing ever.Dr.Fox is ALWAYS pmsing & algebra sucks massively, Oh and I spend brakes and lunch with Tyler (Thank God he's there:) But Trevor is too and he drives me crazy so I spend a lot of time dodging him.
But afterward Tiff & Kimbo came by which made my day Tiff updated me on the Nicholas ordeal which is a okayy.And I'm glad because frankly there better together.
Friday- More lame summer school. Driving lesson with my mom, And house looking.An early sleep and a midnight grocery run with my dad.
Saturday- Is the old mans Birthday my dad is 53! And he's was pretty bummed he went to work then mom and I went to Walmart to buy him some boots and some t's.Then we headed to Walgreen's so I could make prints from my camera. Then went to Publix to buy him a cake.Then later that night we went to his friends house had pizza and surprised him with the cake.Afterwards David & I left early and came home.
Sunday- Fathers day! Went to Trinity came home ate waffles and just chilled.
Exciting things!
-Summer school will be over in three and a half weeks.
- 86 Hours in 4 weeks.
-VBS in five weeks.
-My nephews are coming to visit the 25-27.<3
-Then Tiff's B-day is about 2 weeks later & Idk what were doing but it's gonna be fun!
But afterward Tiff & Kimbo came by which made my day Tiff updated me on the Nicholas ordeal which is a okayy.And I'm glad because frankly there better together.
Friday- More lame summer school. Driving lesson with my mom, And house looking.An early sleep and a midnight grocery run with my dad.
Saturday- Is the old mans Birthday my dad is 53! And he's was pretty bummed he went to work then mom and I went to Walmart to buy him some boots and some t's.Then we headed to Walgreen's so I could make prints from my camera. Then went to Publix to buy him a cake.Then later that night we went to his friends house had pizza and surprised him with the cake.Afterwards David & I left early and came home.
Sunday- Fathers day! Went to Trinity came home ate waffles and just chilled.
Exciting things!
-Summer school will be over in three and a half weeks.
- 86 Hours in 4 weeks.
-VBS in five weeks.
-My nephews are coming to visit the 25-27.<3
-Then Tiff's B-day is about 2 weeks later & Idk what were doing but it's gonna be fun!
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So use me up & Throw me away.
Jun. 11th, 2008 | 11:56 am
mood: cold
Not much has really happened these past couple days.
My parents announced there plans for our next move(Bigg Shocker)
I cried about it, But now I'm just so whatever.
I don't think I'm going to unpack this time, I'll probably leave everything in boxes it's easier that way.
It really bothers me moving, renting in general sucks.
I wish I could go back in time and I don't know I would have appreciated my house so much more growing up if I know we were gonna loose everything.
I wonder if I'll spend my life making up for all these things that went wrong.
Well, I'm off to study for my gay permit that I should have gotten 13 months ago.
I miss someone A LOT.
I just don't know hot to tell them.
My parents announced there plans for our next move(Bigg Shocker)
I cried about it, But now I'm just so whatever.
I don't think I'm going to unpack this time, I'll probably leave everything in boxes it's easier that way.
It really bothers me moving, renting in general sucks.
I wish I could go back in time and I don't know I would have appreciated my house so much more growing up if I know we were gonna loose everything.
I wonder if I'll spend my life making up for all these things that went wrong.
Well, I'm off to study for my gay permit that I should have gotten 13 months ago.
I miss someone A LOT.
I just don't know hot to tell them.
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Summer!
Jun. 6th, 2008 | 10:36 pm
So I feel like a git!
I haven't updated in forever.
But since I've been gone the class of 2008 has graduated.
Apopka High school has welcomed it's newest senior class c/o 2009.
And yes I hold a MASS amount of love for my class (2010!! baby)
There are some amazing seniors whom I'd dye for (:
Exams flew by.
And summer is here.
I napped and slept the first day and today the second day I beach bummed it with the gals.
It was nice oh and "What Happens In Vegas" GREAT MOVIE!
Oh and I've been thinking about someone A LOT, But I'm kinda just ignoring it becasue point blank I'd be so in over my head if I even thought about persuing him.
Um, I'll have to keep you posted more.
But heres some pictures from today!!
(:
I haven't updated in forever.
But since I've been gone the class of 2008 has graduated.
Apopka High school has welcomed it's newest senior class c/o 2009.
And yes I hold a MASS amount of love for my class (2010!! baby)
There are some amazing seniors whom I'd dye for (:
Exams flew by.
And summer is here.
I napped and slept the first day and today the second day I beach bummed it with the gals.
It was nice oh and "What Happens In Vegas" GREAT MOVIE!
Oh and I've been thinking about someone A LOT, But I'm kinda just ignoring it becasue point blank I'd be so in over my head if I even thought about persuing him.
Um, I'll have to keep you posted more.
But heres some pictures from today!!
(:
